I'm not the guy. • jim&charming

[HD] MEP Part for DGS I finished a while back. Warning, vent description ahead, continue at your own risk of hearing me be whiny and bitchy. I've felt "editing depressed" for a few months now, which I'm sure every single one of us has felt at least once. It tends to happen to me maybe once a year, and is kind of a combination of self-doubt and feeling disconnected from the editing community. I think a lot of it stems from many things happening IRL the past couple of months. A lot of not good stuff. Therefore I've had almost zero time or inspiration to edit. But having a forced break from editing always tends to bring on the "editing blues" for me, and tend to go away again once I get back into the swing of editing. For yeeears I've been struggling with feeling fairly disconnected with the editing community. The community has grown and changed, and I feel like i've just been sitting in my little corner and was left behind. Like if I stopped editing on this channel completely, people wouldn't care. Like I'm just getting old and I should have called it quits ages ago. I just miss a lot of my old editing friends, I miss how things used to be sometimes. I know this is all stupid, and I really should stop with the pity party. You get what you put into it in the editing community: The more involved you are, the more interaction and feelings of inclusion you get back. I think once things slow down, I'm gonna try doing a better job of reconnecting with people, and focus more on individual projects. I've been doing a better job of taking less MEP parts (particularly after the ext hdd died- recovery of stuff is going fairly well by the way).. But I'm going to put even more focus on personal projects, learning new programs and new techniques, just bettering myself in general. I'm also going to focus more on editing IRL stuff for my vlog channel, as I'm doing kind of a "video scrapbook"- so that even if I lose my footage again somehow in the future, I'll have everything there to look back on. Rant over, sorry for bitching. This month is gonna be hit and miss- we're leaving town tonight and won't be back until Monday, and then shortly after that Jury Duty starts for the remainder of July. I also have some weekend work events coming up, so July is going to be busy. It's unlikely I'll upload much, except for maybe a handful of finished MEP parts that have been sitting on my laptop for weeks. "Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use."

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